Kiari, OOT Trip, Commissions, and Other Stuff.

Jun 25, 20117 min read

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Published: Jun 25, 2011

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So it's been months since I updated last... and I thought things were going to be easier but they aren't...

Kiari's treatment is pretty standard now and we were home for the WHOLE month last month. First time EVER. I was excited, but we were none the less busy then normal. I've been back and forth looking for more work and tired all the time... depression has hit me at an all time low... and nothing seems to be going as it should.

The divorce stresses me out alot as well, and it's been impossible to get anymore money to my lawyer, and I have to drive all the way up to his office which is almost 2 hours away just to turn in paperwork and sign some things. Of course I have to take the kids... and of course... it doesn't get easier. Court is next month to put everything on the table, and I will know then when we are to expect. I really don't hear from my ex much, and when I do it's nothing but snarky comments and him being his "normal" self.

Coming out of abusive relationships is hard, and this one went from verbal, mental, physical, to verbal mental, to verbal, then mental, and now financial. So I am all sorts of screwed with at this point.

The kids thought don't notice, they are well accustomed to their father not being there and only hearing him every so often... they don't even seem to care, and I think for them that's a good thing. It keeps them from being hurt.

So onto my out of town trip. I got clearance from the doctors, for me to take Kiari out of town for a few days, and all I have to do is take care of gas. I am really nervous about making the trip, but I know it will be beneficial for both the kids since we've NEVER taken a overnight trip out of town/state. EVER. Some needs for them came up though and shorted us in what we need for gas.

So I have opened discounted commissions. I will work on these during the trip, but I need 15-20 commissions at $10 a piece to get us there and back. I hope that you guys needs some art, cause I really want to be able to take these babies on this trip and be able to make it back home...

It's been a long year and a half... I was really hoping things would of gotten easier, but they really didn't... I still have times where I am still scared for Kiari... and even Thomas...

I know in situations as this everyone says you don't have time to worry or be sad... but I've ignored all of this so long because I truly didn't have time that now... it's washing over me all at once. Thank you to everyone that supports us in the cancer battle and living a normal life. You are all blessings to us.

I really need my head to slow down... and it's been impossible to do that... the more I think the more I worry, the more I worry the more stressed and tired I feel.

I am hoping this trip will help... we really need some time to breathe...

COMMISSIONS

Commissions are OPEN! Furries, flowers, anime! Anything I can render I will do! Please note me! Sketches, INKS, traditional colored works! Just inquire!

Special going on due to needs!

$10 single character drawings in full color!

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Thank you!

LOVE

Rebecca AKA KairiCentatri, Princess Kiari, and Thomas <3