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So, to just straightforward, my daughter Kiari... has Acute Lymphoblastic Leukemia, or A-L-L...

My mind is twisting and turning... at this very moment, my only thought is her...

Some good friends of mine are watching my son so I can take full care of her...

This all was found out 5-4-2010, she had this small rash on her bottom 5-3-2010 so I thought maybe allergic reaction to detergent or something and put her to bed. She woke up the next morning fine, still there but ok, but after her morning nap she awoke it had spread to her legs, and while I was talking to my mother in law, her arms... So took her to the ER and they drew blood and took urine specimin. The ER doc there got his colleages opinion hence why the drew blood, he didn't want to but after the results came back it was good he did. He told me she had a type of blood cancer.. it wasn't until they transported her to here at Scottish Rite in Atlanta that we found out it was Leukemia, and then yesterday morning we found out what kind...

I don't really know how something like this... I just don't know...

I've been at her bedside in the PICU ever since we got here, only leaving to use the bathroom.

I haven't really eaten, and barely slept...

All that goes through my mind is my darling little princess is sick, and I for once in her little life can't give her any quick fixes... I hold her and give her kisses and since she has a mass in her chest she has to be on oxygen, as well as they placed a PICC line in so she no longer has to be stuck...

I will be updating as I can, I don't want to leave her side to come down here to get online, I just want to hold her and kiss her, and make her as comfortable as I can...

I will be on a very long hiatus for art, many of my friends on FurAffinity have a drive going on for her, as hospitalization and doctors are going to be one of her best friends for a long time...

If anyone wants to email me, you may at kairi_becky@yahoo.com

I have to go, and please keep my baby girl in your thoughts, and pray she gets through treatment and there are no complications... I want to see her through everything.
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ravinniaofcreed Featured By Owner May 21, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
I am so sorry. I wish you and your darling daughter well.
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TsundereYuki Featured By Owner Aug 26, 2011  Student General Artist
Cheers up! I hope she's gettin better! i'll pray for you *hugs*
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KinaBlurb Featured By Owner Jun 16, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
OHNOES. that is so heartbreaking. ;A; I will keep in her my prayers!
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Goopycrunchi Featured By Owner May 12, 2011
I wish your daughter luck in her fight. Just stay cool, tell her that everything's gonna be just fine. I'll be keeping her in my thoughts.
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KairiCentatri Featured By Owner May 13, 2011   Traditional Artist
Thank you. I tell her everyday.
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Goopycrunchi Featured By Owner May 15, 2011
You're welcome!
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WolfPawDragonClaw Featured By Owner May 12, 2011
I heard about you from `hellobaby's journal thing. I'll be praying for you!

do you have a paypal, or is the email you listed it?
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KairiCentatri Featured By Owner May 13, 2011   Traditional Artist
My paypal is my yahoo email. I'm taking some commissions if you might be interested. Thank you. She's doing alot better, now `hellobaby posted her journal a year ago... but we still have a long road of treatment ahead.
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WolfPawDragonClaw Featured By Owner May 15, 2011
Okay! :D I'm really sorry, but it might be a while before I can send anything... I'm really sorry! :(
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ginisluv Featured By Owner Oct 21, 2010
I'm so sorry for what your going through.
I, myself, can't really say I know what your going through since I am only 17 and haven't had many things such as this happen to me.

But I will be here for you if you need me.

I'm not one to use alot of words, I'm normally a shoulder to cry on normally, But I'll try my best.

And never give up hon.
There are always miracles.
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ilikepiemorethanudo Featured By Owner Jul 11, 2010
I just want you to know that I'm keeping your little angel in my prayers. I can't imagine what this must be like. I've watched my brother and his wife go through so much with my little niece, but I can't get my mind around it still.
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XxDarkMagicianxX Featured By Owner Jul 5, 2010   Writer
Your don't know me, but I heard about your daughters condition through hellobaby's journal. I really hope that your daughter pulls through! I'll keep her and you in my thoughts and prayers until she gets better. She is a beautiful little girl, and she doesn't deserve any of this. She hasn't had the chance to live yet. And everyone deserves that chance. I'm going to tell all of my friends about this, and I'll make sure that they tell their friends too. Is there a certain place to donate money at? Because that girl of yours is truly beautiful, and it's making me cry just to think about an innocent little girl like that dying. If there is any place to donate money at, I will give every penny that I get. Becuase no person, especially a three year old little girl like her, deserves to go through this. Again, you and your family will be in my thoughts and prayers. Here's hoping she gets better as soon as she can! :tighthug:
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KairiCentatri Featured By Owner Jul 5, 2010   Traditional Artist
Thank you sweetie, I will note you.
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:iconxxdarkmagicianxx:
XxDarkMagicianxX Featured By Owner Jul 6, 2010   Writer
You're welcome
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Izukia Featured By Owner Jun 1, 2010
Ohmygawsh. She is such a little adorable angel!
It's sad to know how these things happen unexpectedly.
She will be in my prayers everyday.
I hope she gets better [;
Lots of love and hope for you two. :huggle:
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deemz96 Featured By Owner May 30, 2010
my six year old niece had leukemia too, she recoverd, I so hope she survives, someone that young and innocent doesn't deserve that, nobody does
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Satsuki-rae Featured By Owner May 30, 2010
A friend of mine had a link in her journal asking that we send our prayers and I am glad she put that link. I wish there was something I could do to help. I am wishing that the best happens and I will keep her in my thoughts.
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xKayoni Featured By Owner May 28, 2010
I was talking to :iconhellobaby: the other day and they told me about this.. I pray for you and your little angel, I'm sure she'll get better and everything will be back to normal in no time. I'll tell my friends and see if they can donate to you and your little darling :huggle:
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Dragonguardian253 Featured By Owner May 16, 2010  Hobbyist Artist
for :iconkairicentatri: i read the article about your daughter from :iconhellobaby:,and it's terrible about what happened.i may not be able to donate any money,but i can probably tell other deviants about this.may God bless you and your daughter.
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bonbonx3 Featured By Owner May 14, 2010  Student Traditional Artist
Good luck with your situation. Hope things go well, and you and your child are in my prayers. :hug:
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zaiji Featured By Owner May 11, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
All the best wishes from Norway, hang in there. I'm thinking about you. <3
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Nonzev Featured By Owner May 11, 2010  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Your daughter and her family shall be in my prayers. :hug:
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KneelingGlory Featured By Owner May 11, 2010
Every good and hopeful thought sent to you and your daughter. :heart:
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deivichanmiki Featured By Owner May 11, 2010
Best wishes, i wish my mother cared as much as you do, shes lucky to have a caring mom who does all she can for her, i hope she gets out of this mess, ive started a donation for her even though i doubt people will donate, as most of my friends are under 18, however we're all praying for her. <3
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Jayfeather3 Featured By Owner May 10, 2010
Give you all my wishes... :heart:
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Jun--x Featured By Owner May 10, 2010  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I am.. so so sorry to hear this. :tears:
I just wanted to let you know,
that I'll be praying for the both of you.
Please stay strong *hugs*

-coming from `hellobaby's journal.
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Emiko-tion Featured By Owner May 10, 2010
im so sorry to hear about your daughter~
i hope she gets better quickly~ :heart:
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Venthor78 Featured By Owner May 10, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
;__; huhuhu.. Sorry to hear this...
I really wanna help u but I can't, I'm still a kid Xd I haven't worked and haven't had my own income....
I wish she'll be better soon fast Xd I'll pray for her.... n u
May The God Bless U.... n I suggest maybe u can also check some info about the Leukemia or that Blood Cancer on the internet if u have something that u want to know....
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noisybubbles Featured By Owner May 10, 2010
I saw this on hellobaby's journal; I can only imagine what's going on in your head at the moment. Fingers crossed that things can only get better for your daughter from here...now that they have a diagnosis they can work on treatment. All I can offer are my thoughts and hope that - whether in the short or long run - your daughter will be okay.
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jdrainville Featured By Owner May 9, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
Sending lots of prayers to both your daughter and to all of her family. :heart:
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Katarinea Featured By Owner May 9, 2010   Traditional Artist
I'm so sorry :< please, be strong :hug: I will pray for your daughter :pray:
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OrangeBlossoms16 Featured By Owner May 8, 2010
:heart: :tears: You both will be in my prayers tonight.. May God bless her.
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CherryRedRoses Featured By Owner May 8, 2010
You and your daughter are in my thoughts and prayers. May she be well soon and may your family continue to find the strength to help her fight :aww: You are a brave woman and I am sure your daughter knows how much you love her. Please keep us updated on her progress.

I give you my thoughts, prayers and love to you and your family
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make-me-bad Featured By Owner May 8, 2010
i just read about you and your daughter on hellobaby's blog. your daughter is so indredibly cute. im so sorry that this unfortunate thing has happened to you. no child should have to go through something like that =( i will pray for both of you.
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Duke-Devlin Featured By Owner May 8, 2010  Hobbyist Writer
I heard about your Little Angel from the news article on it on here... I'm so sorry, I honestly am. I know you don't know me, and I'm not religious; but she is in my heart, for you.
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Ninjacatmuffin Featured By Owner May 8, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
Oh dear...your poor girl. I really hope she gets better soon! <3 I hope she knows that many support for her wellness.
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mim-chan13 Featured By Owner May 8, 2010
I'm so sorry. I'll pray for her, and try to help. :heart:
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candypop2248 Featured By Owner May 8, 2010
OH NO :( I heard about this poor girl from `hellobaby So unfortunate...she will be in my prayers tonight :hug:
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Marisaur Featured By Owner May 8, 2010  Hobbyist Digital Artist
There is a way to get better by by making 1,000 paper cranes. It can't hurt to try.
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ForeverLily Featured By Owner May 8, 2010
You don't know me but I read about your situation from a friend of mine's journal. My family & I will keep you in our thoughts & prayers.
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ElfieTanuki Featured By Owner May 8, 2010  Student General Artist
I heard about your daughter from `hellobaby's journal. :worry: I know you don't know me, but I want you to know that you and your daughter are both in my prayers. :pray: I hope things will go well soon.
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Pandarax Featured By Owner May 8, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
I heard about your daughter from hellobaby's journal. And while you don't know me and I'm just some random stranger, you and your daughter are in my thoughts and prayers.
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DarkAngeL383 Featured By Owner May 8, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
hi, i'm just a random deviant who came to your site through news of your daughter on hellobaby's journal,,and i just want to wish you and your daughter all the best :heart: stay strong!
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SingingSomethingSoft Featured By Owner May 8, 2010
I know you don't want to hear this but you have to eat. You won't do
any good to your little girl if they put you in one of those beds too.
Just stay positive your little girl can't die when she has so much
left to do so you be positive for her when she can't do it herself.
:hug: I'll keep you and her in my prayers.
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Sakura-Pumpkin Featured By Owner May 8, 2010  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I'm deeply sorry for this, stay strong and I honestly wish for the best for you and your little girl :hug:
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:iconaroundthewind:
aroundthewind Featured By Owner May 8, 2010
Check out Abraham Hicks on youtube.
Choose to trust me on this one..
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Mansairaku Featured By Owner May 8, 2010
I am nearly speechless when seeing this journal. I once lost a little cousin, and know the hard time that his parents had to suffer while waiting news from doctors, so I may know your feeling. Please be strong and always by your angel's side. My thoughts are with you.
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ShishimuOokami Featured By Owner May 8, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
I'm sending prayers your way! *hugs*
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13-Zer0 Featured By Owner May 8, 2010  Hobbyist
I heard about your beautiful daughter from `hellobaby. Even though we are strangers, I wish her all the best. Star strong <3
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Nakatoni Featured By Owner May 8, 2010
I have no words... I'm so sorry... Stay strong, may good God help you in this difficult time... :hug:
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